I know that we are saved by faith in Jesus Christ dying for our sin and three days later rising from the dead, I Corinthians 15:3-4. But more than ever have a great problem believing God the Father as my Father. So that I can’t seem to find any good gift from Him, James 1:17 and Romans 8:32.
Could use any advice of what to do when you feel like you ask God for bread but get a stone, ask a fish yet receive a serpent, or for an egg but receive a scorpion? Luke 11:11-13. As Jesus said in Luke 11:13 I being evil have no right to complain but I feel so alienated from the Heavenly Father. But under judgement of the Holy Father.